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Friday, April 04, 2008

why i'm pathetic

i might get a dog tomorrow. i'm going to beat the crowds to petsmart to meet him. that's the goal anyway.

but i'm dreading tonight. for reasons that are hard for me to comprehend. and to process. and to figure out. and to come to terms with. i'm being vague, i know. but there's just some internal switch in me that gets pulled to depression mode when it's a beautiful day, and a beautiful night and when i know i'll be spending it solo. you know, there's plenty i "want" to do. but i don't jam so much with hanging out in public by myself on a friday night. so yeah, i guess i'll just give into the temporary depression that plagues me. i hate it. like really, really, really hate it.

i need to get out of this rut. any suggestions? maybe i should eat some bacon.

but, tomorrow i have things to do. like drop a car of in lawrence for a ride back from brew to brew. and i have to dog shop. and clean a little. and then, there's the ku game that i'll watch. but i may silently be routing for north carolina. i'm sorry. it's just in my nature to not route for ku. even when i want to disown mu. at least their basketball team anyway.

7 Comments:

  • At 2:05 PM, Blogger Faith said…

    No, no, NO! You have to root for KU. It's a local thing, sista. I've even rooted for KState now and again, when they've played the right games at the right times!

    Hope the run goes well! Can't wait to hear about the dog...

     
  • At 2:11 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    I'm confused, I thought you were coming over tonight.

     
  • At 3:57 PM, Blogger emawkc said…

    We're going to Kona for sushi night. You're welcome to join us.

    And I'll be not-so-silently rooting for NC (last hope to redeem my ailing NCAA Tourney bracket).

     
  • At 4:26 PM, Blogger Spyder said…

    Dog proof your home tonight!

     
  • At 4:43 PM, Blogger Sarah said…

    Dude, I've got money on KU. You know how hard it was to pick them? Ugh.

     
  • At 7:49 PM, Blogger Spyder said…

    You asked. The next KC Blogger Gathering will be Thursday April 24th at The Levy.

     
  • At 12:57 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    what kind of dog? I am really thinking about getting a newf :)

    love you
    christine

     

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