finding.

it is no mistake that my sister was born the day before b and that my grandpa was born the day before b's momma.

mistakes don't happen.

it is also no mistake that i went to church today and was completely challenged by the message. challenged in a way that i'd been missing. challenged to keep going. keep following. keep loving.

anyway, in the same moments that i'm reminded i have no control, i'm also reminded who is in control. and for some reason, that's comforting. thank god.
thank.
god.