i will never...

own the car of my dreams
have blond hair
not be a dog person
like artificial light
be good at gardening
spend more money on a handbag than on a pair of jeans
think i'm tall enough
have perfect vision
pass a gumball machine without searching for a quarter
stop missing gus
enjoy chopped liver
be graceful
stop believing in god
read as much as i should
learn to dive
stop missing people
understand when people don't step out of their comfort zone
take health for granted
have two good hair days in a row
have good handwriting
like to para sail
stop cooking
give myself a good manicure
drive by my childhood home without aching
stop giving
forget how to love
be a typical housewife
have a perfect outfit for every occasion
regret my private school education
stop suffering from buyer's remorse
be completely satisfied with each poem i write
own a guinea pig