but i was too scared.
and then today. that chapter, the one that closed...contacted me. it was as if god was showing me that the thought i thought on monday was from him.
if only i had trusted it then.
but it seems i get a second chance. it's like god figured if i wasn't going to do it the first way, he'd get it done anyway.
so to her, i say, thank you. thank you for contacting me. for your words. for your heart. know that i have never found another to replace you. i have lots of other friends, but none as dear. and mostly, i just want to give you a big hug. so, you can look forward to that.