they pay to kiss your feet

since there's no one else around, we let our hair grow long and forget all we used to know. then our skin gets thicker from living out in the snow.

Thursday, March 04, 2010

fingerprints.

i don't know the right way to say this. or how to explain the timing of god's hands. all i know is that on monday, i was struck by a lightening bolt idea. something i had to do. a chapter that closed long ago that i needed to open. to offer forgiveness. and grace. and love. because the love that used to be there - well, it never went away.

but i was too scared.

and then today. that chapter, the one that closed...contacted me. it was as if god was showing me that the thought i thought on monday was from him.

if only i had trusted it then.

but it seems i get a second chance. it's like god figured if i wasn't going to do it the first way, he'd get it done anyway.

so to her, i say, thank you. thank you for contacting me. for your words. for your heart. know that i have never found another to replace you. i have lots of other friends, but none as dear. and mostly, i just want to give you a big hug. so, you can look forward to that.

2 Comments:

  • At 8:15 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    I look forward to that hug. Thank you for your forgiveness.

     
  • At 11:42 PM, Blogger Pipsylou said…

    As an outsider looking on, I am SO glad to see a friendship restored...IT'S ABOUT DAMN TIME, GIRLS! ;)

     

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