last night, i went to B's going away party from the company that i used to work at. it was bittersweet. see, i never got a going away party. after three years and lots of friendships and anyway, i'm happy for B. moving on to bigger and better and newer things. and man, he really touched a lot of people at the old office. it's feels strange that this chapter in our life - the one where we both worked together - is over. and while there are some really great things about that place, and some really amazing people there, he is, was and will always be, my favorite. and no matter how it all ended, i'm thankful i had the opportunity to work with him, to meet him and to fall head over heels for him.
so even in my shit hole of a situation right now, i'm the lucky one.