and i was so nervous to go that i got sweaty and my stomach hurt. yeah.
basically, he just talked over me, told me i don't have endometriosis, but he would do the surgery if i wanted him to. said i need to wait until i feel better for 6-months solid before i start transitioning off of the medication.
blah blah blah.
oh, the reason i still see him is because he is one of two doctors in the area that treat IC. the other one had a crazy waiting list. i couldn't get in with him until june. and i'm going to see him then. for a second opinion. but in the meantime, i had to stop hurting. so, i bit my lip, crossed my fingers and went to the terribly mean doctor.
i didn't go to this appointment by myself. mostly because i need the emotional support to even get through five seconds of seeing this doctor's face. let alone 30 minutes of discussion.
okay, i think i'm done complaining now.