home.

so you know the feeling when you know you are where you are supposed to be? i've been feeling that a lot lately. and, um, not so much in my past life. like i always would feel down or sad like something huge was missing - like i wasn't home. for example, if i would have a freak out cry session, i'd maybe, yearn for this place i knew as home, although, i never even knew where that was. but now i do.

i am finally home.

and tonight, tonight was perfect. here's how it went:

i tried sparkling things on my finger !!! (note the three exclamation points.)
i ate sushi. i drank savignon blanc. i walked 2 miles in the surprisingly humid-free air and drank another glass of sav blanc at a french restaurant. then, i walked back in the rain. and had amazing, deep conversation. the kind that made me cry. in the rain. in b's arms.

and then, i arrived home. to my house. the place where, in the morning, i trimmed the hedges and did lawn work. and i didn't mind. because the lawn is mine.

and anyway. tomorrow, i see connor oberst. i love this weekend.