craving.

so i've been having these swallowing problems coupled with pain behind my breast bone for a month. last night, i lost the ability to swallow food or liquids, and um, i'm not doing so well.
so my absence lately has been due to that.

i'm going to see a GI specialist today. i can't swallow and all i want is a blue koi noodle bowl. seriously. can't stop thinking about it.

that's really all. enjoy eating and drinking today. i guess it's one of those things you don't realize is so great until you can't do it anymore.